Ok, so I'm seeing Chris again on Saturday. This isn't a relationship, and I doubt it will be one, so why am I acting like it is? He's way too good for me. And I don't see it working. What I'm afraid of is hurting again. Josh fucked up my sense of relationships so bad that I can't trust anyone! Ugh, I'm hopeless. In my AA program, I have been taught
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i think that you have tremendous strength and i really do want you to know that i think that you can do it, be sober and be safe. As for the boy, I really don't know what to tell you about that. I don't know about yours and Josh's relationship, but I DO KNOW that you deserve to be treated better than that. This boy wants to treat you well, and all i can say is just give it a chance? Things may not work out, but allowing yourself to be vulnerable is all part of the process of relationships. When the relationship heads south, it stings, but each new one is a learning experience! EVERYTHING is a learning experience, and while it kinda blows, it at times can be totally cool as well. I hope that you have a great day, and remain strong!!
xoxo- danielle
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