I deserve to be looked down upon

[ilikeass]

hey. I have learned something during the past week. i had a girlfriend. and now we broke up because i told her something. i told her the truth. i had been saying something that i didn't mean and the relationship didn't feel quite right because of me. I said it because it was said to me and so i mirrored the response without meaning it. I told her

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Definition of perversion

[anonymous]

Define "perverted" and chances are your definition of perverted will be far differant than someone elses definition. Society has boundaries and churches have boundaries and society has boundaries and social groups have boundaries all have thier own definitions of "erversion" and I would doubt that any two really agree. Most religions say "if it feel good don't do it." There are reasons they say that and in most cases they are pretty good common sense reasons. I hardly believe you even approached being perverted in thought word or deed in this case and you need to stop beating yourself up for wanting something so bad you were willing to forgo your own true feelings to acquire it. Schit happens and this time it happened to you. Life and love go on learn to enjoy both. You've said you were sorry that you might have been a turd do it's over and now it is time for everybody to move on. 'It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.'

[xoxpink_punkxox]

It will all be ok. :) smile Jesus loves you.

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[gotcha_katja]

Ya live and learn. Shit happens, trust me. I know. We learn from our experiences, Thats all I can tell you. If I tell you more I have to kill you.

[lala_sweethart]

Hey I told you it's ok like over a ton of times.lol.Everything happens for a reason and I hope that one day you can say that and actually mean it. So no more lying ok? lol.And I've already forgiven you because even though you didn't mean it I still care about you and I still mean it. I just want you to stop beating yourself up about this. Even though I'm your ex-girlfriend and you still mean a lot to me and I know what I'm talking about.Well I'm gonna go finish my sandwich now so love ya(you dont have to say it back just saying it one last time)