There is all this talk about how great or profund I wish to someday become. The truth of the matter is that I am to scared to make it happen. There are so many things that I do in my life that bother me that I don't have the courage to fix. I ease my problems in other ways which is not uncommon but I just wish that I were different. I wish that I ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to say ( Read more... )

I had big dreams when I opened this page. I was just throwing up insightful things and now...well not so much. I'm stuck on the idea that in an hour I have to leave for a ten hour day that I hate. I spend over eight hours a day doing things that I strongly dislike. I spend so much of my life working towards things that are of material value and in ( Read more... )

Now, many ask why I have been single for so long. Some look for a complicated answer, some search for the obvious. I have yet to hear a response I feel fit. I wish that I could give you an answer that took just a minute but no such luck. You can label me with "fear of commitment" and to a certain extent this is true. A large part of my fear is ( Read more... )

You spend your life trying to achieve something. You work so hard to get through school and just get through that 9-5. For what? For a life of bliss after retirement? I guess what I don't understand is the need that people have. It's so greedy and selfish. You spend your days trying to make money. So you can have a nicer car, nicer clothes and even ( Read more... )

Ok, I am at work on a Saturday which is the last thing I want to do. It's a beautiful day. Well to me it's a beautiful day. The kind of day where a hoodie is just right and your nose gets just a little cold. That to me is the perfect day. So since im getting paid to well sit here I am going to utilize that time. I am going to tell you a few things ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I wrote about my life, or my week for that matter. So here goes...Sunday I went to the Dredg show, by the way you pry wont get the shirt back. Monday...i'm feeling a little lousy...Tuesday it escalates and I decide to go to the Doctor, turns out I have swimmer's ear. SWIMMER'S EAR!!!! My dad told me that I should tell the ( Read more... )

"I've come to find out that the only thing promised in life is death." Kanye West ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning ( Read more... )

Ouch, it felt like such a long weeekend. I didn't do much, come on, I never do much. I wish I had a more exciting life, but at the same time I like being mellow. I have to work tonight, I basically work everyday if you didnt know...It's so strange because I went about two years without working and at that time I wanted to work and now I work to ( Read more... )