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[ilikeit_big]

Sometimes I wonder if I had grown up much faster than my peers that it has become my handicap in life

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[frostbit_ch]

ermm.... this is what happens when u pair with someone who is on a different life stage... tough due to diff dynamics... u working got money, he not working no money, etc...

u sound like a nice chap.
hug hug... im sure u find someone again soon.. but this time, find someone who also is of similar life stage hor...

ganbatte!

[ilikeit_big]

Thanks for your encouragement. This heartbreak hurts so much more than all my previous relationships combined.

It's the first time I can't get to sleep even when I am so tired, and when I finally fall asleep, I sleep for only like 3 hours and wake up in the middle of the night at 4 am.

I even dreamt of him numerous times. It is so painful, that I cannot even describe it.

[contacted]

bava .... be strong .. its painful ... same old words ... be srong and pull thru it ... love is like this but dun lose faith ok .. go out more often with ur close frens best frens ... it will helps .. time heals ok :)

[ilikeit_big]

Then I really hope time will fast forward... It feels like its running on slow motion for the last 2 months..

The only thing I am grateful for, is that my license to be a remisier has finally been approved, and I will be starting work next Monday. Hopefully, my time will be more occupied then.

[le_bombement]

*hug* guess i should be one of the last to tell you that you get over it eventually but you do. am here if you ever need to talk with someone who has known and loved you.

[ilikeit_big]

For that last line, I am eternally grateful. *Hug* back. I feel as though I'm the world's lousiest partner alive.

Hey, saw that you are going to London. If time permits, try catching Harry Potter in the buff in this play called Equus. According to my friend, he remains naked for quite some time. Alternatively, can also try catching Avenue Q. That's a really funny one too.

[le_bombement]

no lah. you're not the lousiest partner alive. really. we all make mistakes in life. sometimes they can be fixed and sometimes they can't. there's a prayer that asks for the serenity to accept the things you cannot change, the courage to change the things you can and the wisdom to know the difference. guess we all have to keep that in mind sometimes. know you're going through a difficult patch and its tough to believe sometimes but things will get better. you're a great guy and i know you'll find someone else/better.

mmm, i think Equus has closed already. Not a big fan of Daniel Radcliffe anyway and the play itself is rather disturbing. Read it a while back. Will definitely try to catch Avenue Q while I'm there and Wicked! Will be working full days while I'm in London, though, so not sure whether I'll be able to fit them in, though. Will try!!

[sorrie_bluez]

oh no...
i was quite hoping that was just a short story thing.

sorry to hear about this. :(

[ravagedude]

Hey man, i can see you have put in alot of efforts. There is really noones faults when it comes to this. You have put in your best, enjoyed the sweetest moments. Hope you move on fast and please, for god sake, eat more and get some tan. You are too skinny and fair. Get your suitors coming back! :P