so i guess i finlly have someones blood on my hands... Im sorry that in the end, after all i thought i could do i really couldnt.. i let you down im sorry I love you i always will Ill miss you if i get thou tonight that is so a last goodnight my boy *kiss* ill see you again, sometime in this life or the next love you forever & always yours
ya know what? no. the last thing you need to be hearing is "oh it's ok" IT'S FUCKIN NOT OK AND YOU KNOW IT. you know you're so far beyond this. When you get older (and I'm saying when, not if) you'll realize how juvenile suicide is. things get better. they do. things always change. you'll look back at this time in your life and realize how hard it was, and be proud of yourself for GETTING THROUGH IT and not just giving up. because that's what killing yourself would be right now. giving up. and there are enough people in our community that are killed every day. the ones of us who aren't shouldn't just add to the death toll. we should work to make things better. the life you live now isn't just yours, it's something that could make all the difference in the world for the youth who are going to come after us. so if you're not gonna stay alive for yourself, stay alive for the next person in your position
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it's ok that you have me blocked. i know i had you on block for a while. i got your messages in my e-mail a few minutes ago... i respect your opinion, and sorry i jumped to conclusions, i shouldn't have. you do have a point. i am just afraid to admit anything. well, i also got your IM this morning, and like i said somewhere's else today, i have unblocked you. take care dude. ttyl
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Im sorry that in the end, after all i thought i could do i really couldnt..
i let you down
im sorry
I love you
i always will
Ill miss you
if i get thou tonight that is
so a last goodnight my boy
*kiss*
ill see you again,
sometime in this life or the next
love you forever & always
yours
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i respect your opinion, and sorry i jumped to conclusions, i shouldn't have.
you do have a point.
i am just afraid to admit anything.
well, i also got your IM this morning, and like i said somewhere's else today, i have unblocked you.
take care dude.
ttyl
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