i just sent Nate an email that said i still had feelings for him! WTF JANIT!!!!!! why did you do that? huh? why must you always do shit like this, want what you can't have? and you always go after him, of course, and AWLAYS get your heart trampled on!!! ehy couldn't you've just let him be?

so we go and find him (i guess he was on local TV) and offer to fuck him, he freaks out and say he was kidding. we just wonder around looking for "customers" when we are at my house(it has been 2 years) ans i begin to cry and want off. i get off and knock on the door, as i begin to cry. Uncle Joey answers it and saya"can i help you?" in a nasty way ( Read more... )

it was so sad, it was like i was like full house, but only the adults in the house, soit ws me my brother and sister, and "uncle Joey" "uncle Jessie" ""aunt becky" an "dad" who was bob saggot, and not MY own father ( Read more... )

i made ANOTHER layout out of boredom, i didn't kow you could have moving shit in the backround, see it and tell me what you think

i went to the boardwalk (nightclub type of theing) and saw Strata and Smile Empty Soul ( Read more... )

oh yeah. . . Kate's post just reminded me, i have a community for all of my friends called
Janits_friends
everyone who is on my friends list can come!!! please join!

i know kates wanted me to post, so i will ( Read more... )

post this in your journal under andLJ cut with my name on it, and fill it out!
( fill it out )

i just talked to my ex - boyfriends, and i think i like him again. . . NATE, THE ONE IN THE EMAIL THAT I UPDATED WITH A FEW WEEKS AGO ( Read more... )

gues how many times i've cried today> go ahead. . . 6 FUCKING TIMES!!!! i have PMS so much! and i cried oer stupid shit too, like Neverland not being real and stuff of the sort! it was aweful, but kelsey got me through it!

oh the pains of bleeding out of your vaginal orfice!