new york state of mind.

[ill_be_thatgirl]

flash forward about 2 weekish, i'm doing alot better. i guess.

me and ray are working things out. we both realize being apart is real stupid if all we want to do is be with each other. his hugs > any drug. he came up last weekend and it was weird, lots of emotion - nyc was kinda boring cause everyone went home. now this weekend was better.

becky

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[ill_be_thatgirl]

thats the thing, its not over ray at all. i disprove of that also. i think its stupid to let someone else shape your life. if i wanted to go to college with ray i would have done so already.

ive been feeling quite homesick, idk. i need the year to really know if i want to come home. i just have had such good times, i actually only saw ray for a few hours while i was there. i had alot of fun with the girls. i just don't know. im a big mess right now.

and its hard being away. alot of it is actually financial. but we will see.

i love you banana <3

[ericasoldout]

you can not leave meee silly face<3333

[ill_be_thatgirl]

i have so much to tell you ercaaa.
come up to my room later tomorrow.