It's going to be a New Year. It's going to be a tough year. It's going to be a year of giant steps into adulthood for the majority of us. Am I ready? I dont really know. I want to be ready, I want to be able...but is anyone truly ready? I've always been one to say "I cant wait to leave, I cant wait to be on my own," and what not...but am I ( Read more... )

Everything in life happens for a reason.....right? Well, sometimes it's hard to figure out just exactly what those reasons are. And even when you think you've come to some sort of conclusion, it always seems to turn out differently than what you had originally thought ( Read more... )

I couldnt be happier!!!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!!!

I hope everyone had an AMAZING christmas--I know I did!!

<333

Vanessa

An old friend came back in town and I got to see him last night! It was so refreshing to be able to talk with someone about the things that I want most in life--and he's already on his way to achieving those! It just makes me wish I had the money....but I guess some things in life arent meant to happen right away. We'll see. He promised me ( Read more... )

Tonight has definitely been a night of extreme decisions for me. The other night I found out that I got accepted to FSU which is AWESOME : ) However, it's not my dream...New York is without a doubt my dream. I've had numerous talks with friends, family, and teachers, and as hard as it is for me to give up my dream, I think it's what I need to do ( Read more... )

So things have been pretty out of control lately. However, I feel that I've kept myself under control as much as possible...it's been extremely difficult, but I've done pretty good. Things have been cleared up with certain people, although I may not agree with their sincerity, but I'm just going to take it and run with it ( Read more... )

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Why is it that no matter how hard you try and how hard you strive for something, it seems unreachable? Why is it that no one can ever be satisfied? I just don’t understand. I felt like lately I was beginning to start down a right path. Yet, of course, something has to happen in order to make that path impossible to follow. Why is that? I ( Read more... )

Today was awesome...I didnt go to school AT ALL!! I woke up around 8:45, got dressed and headed up to Paul Mitchell to have Abby color my hair. It's REALLY dark, but I LOVE it!! I'm planning on getting it cut on Saturday, so then my hair will look good for my headshots next week ( Read more... )

I was talking with a friend the other night who told me that he noticed how much I've matured over the last year. I used to get offended about every little thing, and try to mess in everyone's business to try to make things okay...yet, now I look at each situation and try to figure out the bigger picture. I look at it from as many angles as I ( Read more... )