i miss being loved.

i feel so stupid feeling that way.

i heard it again... that line... fuck that line.

i cant open myself up because im too scared of feeling the way that i do when its over...

its always over... its never forever...

life. is. entirely too long.

... dont really know what im doing here. venting i guess ( Read more... )

often times i turn around and forget that i am the only one...

i put up my pictures and cut outs over my computer area. makes me smile cuz now its not just wall... its walll with stuff on it.

this is too absurd.

right after that last post i did cut off all my hair ( Read more... )

i.
right now.
will cut off all my hair.

here. i. come. hawk.

FUCK YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE IT

a leisurely run ( Read more... )

In me i have 1 ambien and 3 klonopins... and a beer... that i snuck... since ive been cut off and all. im wide awake. i cant sleep. im all sorts of fucked up... wondering if i will really have to walk everywhere since i have no car... wondering how i will pay for school if mom really is cutting me off. i like to tell myself she isnt... but at the ( Read more... )

smillz --

[noun]:

A hard-core grave robber

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I am a senior... I mean, not technically, in school and such... but... im not a junior anymore, i passed all my classes (as long as i didnt fail my neuroscience final) so... as far as i am concerned i am a senior ( Read more... )

been home for a day now and definatley already very unhappy to be here ( Read more... )