Bliss is eating Ghirardelli Milk chocolate with caramel while blasting Unearth from Oversized headphones.

College fucking owns!!

So I'm pretty much over everything the valley has to offer. I'm way un-enthused, way over being unproductive, way over summer. Wow how fucking sad. I'm ready for school.

"Nobody made you king of the world
And I'm here to dethrone you
So kiss the ring motherfucker
It's my time, my time to shine"

You'll know you fucked up when you don't know how to fix it. You'll start to fear me when I don't get mad.

And so I went to the bay area for two days to decide, and I come home loving both even more equally but for different reasons. I was supposed to have made a decision by yesterday. Damn. shit. fuck. I CAN'T DECIIIIDDEEEEEEE.
and i was told "when you go to both you'll know!"...and i don't knowwwwwww.!!ljwheflabhgvkajbvikbv

AND I JUST FUCKING GOT INTO STANFORD!!!!!

AS IN STANFORD UNIVERSITY....

HOLY FUCKING SHIT.

And so my dreams have come true... :)

I am thoroughly and entirely excited for tomorrow's show. It's definitely time for some eardrum-shattering noise and some sweat dripping hardcore enthusiasts. I miss being lost in a smelly crowd, unable to breathe. I also admit that I miss feeling scene-ish or music-ified. I think that is the gayest thing I have ever said--and so I posted on the ( Read more... )

And all I have is hope, and all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope, I won't give in
Just live and breathe and try not to die again