CHOCOLATE....

[illaskforthesea]

Sometimes I have to wonder if anyone ever feels like I do. When I observe other people, the answer seems to be no. We all have frustrations and little quirks, but no one seems to be able to put them out there. Everyone strives to be "normal." I just poured my heart out to one of my friends and they called me a fag. Apparently, they thought I was

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[kiki10725]

Ok Jen we need to hang out :) Seriously... when I was little I was the best reader in the class too... and i loved reading and then all the kids would say things about it (and its true mostly because they were jealous or whatever idk....). Reading that just made me think of me. And I know what you are dealing with. When I was a freshmen in college my bf was a senior in high school and it was definitely hard when he went away to school. Of course it was a little different... he went to a school only 45 min away (Butler) and we did not last that long... but it wasnt really college that did that it was him. Anyway we really need to hang out and talk because trust me I have been there and I definitely understand how you feel (and I hate the word fag too) anyway I heart you and seriously anytime you need to talk feel free to im call come over or whatever.

[doodlebug11]

Jen, I definitely understand how you feel about not knowing whether your are happy and pushing people away. I've been so stressed out about the end of the semester and the things in store for me in the future because I don't know if I can handle them, and I feel like because of that I've been so moody and kind of isolating myself. But I think that at those times you have to just believe things will get better because that's all that you can do (as cheesy and preachy as that sounds). So I'm sure things will work out for you, just remember it's ok to cry and vent if you need to! And if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here, because that's what sisters are for! : )