these are really the only times.. when words just can not relieve the pressure.. adhesive to these wounds and encouraged by the way i tend to stifle them until i sit here on this bench in the middle of the morning and pound away at the keys.. stories of a simple life thoroughly complicated by a constant uncertainty.. and it is only appropriate to ( Read more... )

closer, meeting on what appear to be the strangest and greatest of circumstances ( Read more... )

accommodations at second rate inn

i miss august.

Currently listening:
Amnesiac
By Radiohead
Release date: By 05 June, 2001

most insecure about my insecurities. all it takes is a little reassurance. i keep my arms extended but if i feel even in the smallest amout, that you may not take hold, i will withdraw. i can't just put myself out there if i think i may be rejected. i will always assume that i am not enough to keep you so that if you walk away, i have already ( Read more... )

slighted eyes and cloudy mind. why should i enable myself to be pulled every way backwards, time and time again. there are so many of you. as if i have some certain lack of ability to simply say enough is enough. i open my ears and my arms, i play the role of the sympathetic savior, and it always leaves me in almost the same position. listless and ( Read more... )

a whole world of crazy thoughts. while he is dying inside.i know he probably thinks that i am hiding from him. just under the tree outside his window trying to figure out if there was some way that i could maybe breathe for him. i watch these two kids on their bikes, they keep turning around in my driveway and they are so unaware i even exist. but ( Read more... )

holding on to hoping for ( Read more... )

not asleep ( Read more... )

Wednesday, August 17, 2005 ( Read more... )

everything in it's place ( Read more... )