blood pumps in my veins, thoughts race through my brain and life is breathed in and out of my chest. I am human. I am the great experiment. At some point during my chemistry and biology studies I realized that I was simply an increadible combination of thousands, hundreds of thousands of complex chemical reactions. Changing my chemical base ( Read more... )

I ship out to Cape May, NJ on July 11, 2006. There are 47 days between today and the day I leave to become a member of the Armed Forces; no longer a civilian, but a soldier ( Read more... )

I don't laugh enough these days. I laugh, but not on a regular basis. I believe that days go by when I don't laugh a single time. That's not healthy. Laughter is like a strong spring rain, it cleanses. Sometimes the best remedy is laughter, and when there's none to be found, ailments continue to fester, to grow, and eat away your inner ( Read more... )

What up this is Paul I can't get to my phone right now, but please leave a short message and I'll get back to you promptly. BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP ( Read more... )

Some things never change; it feels good to be home ( Read more... )

Hooray, I'm finally 21. I went out to the bars last night in lasalle/Peru at midnight and got good and drunk. It was a lot of fun, but I paid for it this morning and for about half of the afternoon. yuck-o ( Read more... )

You know, I do enjoy the music of Marilyn Manson ( Read more... )

Ah, my car ( Read more... )

ah, the wee morning hours of December the 6th. A good time to recall for myself events of the day ( Read more... )

Today was a good day.

someone once asked me why I drink so much,
why I put myself through it
I wasn't sure at the time.

I've got a couple of ideas now.

When's the last time you were drunk before noon?