mike im sorry i left a post. i know you did a lot for me, and you know i fucking appreciate it, everything youve done. i cant stress that enough. sorry that you threw your money away on me ill pay you back.
dood, i dont care about the money, it doesnt mean shit. just dont post things like that, you know my number, you know my aim, sometimes im not there sometimes i am, im trying to live on my own and its pretty fucking hard, i feel like im dependant on my girlfriend not having a job, so im trying to get through all the bullshit.
i know its hard. and im sorry i said what i did.ive had too mcuh time to think lately and its led to me being fucking depressed. you mean the world to me and you know you are my family. i love you. i didnt mean to say anything to hurt or offend you.
fuck me? for what? because everything is fucked up and i can't deal with any of it? i know we haven't talked in a couple weeks and i know i keep disapearing but, fuck, i've never been this sad before about anything, ever, so i don't know what to do and i can't open up to anyone cause i dont know how. but if you want to say fuck me, then so be it. i don't understand why but it's fucking shitty and it hurts, a lot. i'm sorry you feel that way.
you know why i said FUCK YOU? because you said if I dont like it then fuck me, well guess what, you arent the only person having to deal with alot, everyone does, you put yourself in these shitty situtations and then you think there is no way out, there is, but you feel the need to keep yourself in it. you dont want to open yourself up, because people will tell you the same thing they've been telling you from the start.
im not saying dont listen to your heart, but when your friends try to tell you something and you shut them out it's gonna end up no one being there for you.
So I have my reasons for saying fuck you, if I'm supposed to be like your brother to you, you shouldnt shut me out like that, thanks though.
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and there is definatly nothing cute about the faces mike makes while bouncing around like a geeek.
you need to come to metal fest and hangout. and come to miami in may when we come down to the dirtysouth.
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terrible things could happen.
like more of those faces. haha.
i do need to come to metal fest.
we will fuck the place up.
im going to try to come to south florida.
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im not saying dont listen to your heart, but when your friends try to tell you something and you shut them out it's gonna end up no one being there for you.
So I have my reasons for saying fuck you, if I'm supposed to be like your brother to you, you shouldnt shut me out like that, thanks though.
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