4 days to O town....yippy skippy.  need to pack and do soooo much stuff.  im gonna be a crazy person for the next couple days.  i dont like this feeling i have, like my insides are shaking and are gonna jump outta my skin.  weird.  i need to lay down.  screw the person who used to scratch my head.  im taking applications.  any takers???

yay i leave in a week.  tonight is gonna be the last night for revolver for awhile.  going with a whole gaggle of people : elyse, jess c, jess g, mike, vinny, max, louis....the usual.  im happy i met this group of kids.  it made me realize that older guys are so much friendlier than most of the guys my age.  cant wait for some of them to come visit ( Read more... )

eventful weekend...dancing, starbucks, party, family time...the norm.  going to the movies tonight with kay, mike, vinny, and tom.  i hope "the village" is good.  im hearing plenty of mixed reviews.  its getting closer and closer to the talk.  erin's getting nervous.  whatever happens happens.  maybe i shouldn't take my friends' opinions into so ( Read more... )

vacation to virginia beach was so much fun.  kit and lisa....such a blast.  swam with some dolphins, big waves, cold water....of course it took me a couple days to get out there.  saw hon hon, max, and heidi.  i miss them so much.  those drinking games can lead to great conversations.  leaving was kinda sad.  of course i had to get us lost.  i ( Read more... )

...and i cant wait to get out of this place.

last night was fun at revolver.  amanda, kit, lisa, michelle, kelly....all a blast.  so great how kit had so much fun, lisa was dragging him out.  someone was missing and being missed.  i wish it was next month already, maybe things would be better.  things will be better, if not i feel sorry for my friends.

things are getting better little by little, but my big problem still hasnt been resolved.  today was a good day out with lisa and amanda.  i cant wait to get away from here.  virginia beach with lisa and kit is going to be awesome.  i cant wait to see max and hon hon, i miss them a whole bunch.  i want to jam to 80s on the way there and lay out on ( Read more... )

i dont know whats going on, all i know is that i'm not happy.  y does everything seem to go wrong all at once? 

spiderman 2 tonight with lisa.  simply amazing, better than the first.  last weekend was so great, im hoping this week brings the same good times.  confusion still isnt a good thing.  i hope that subsides soon.  he is completely what i want.  he better be worth this in the end.

weekend is going great in orlando. im coming home tomorrow.  being with him makes me smile.  i guess we'll see how everything plays out.  ibar tonight.  gonna dance it up. good times.   i cant wait to be up here permanently again.  i've missed it with a passion.  im counting the days.