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[illegible_messs]

I have come to the realization that I actually think it is very probable I might end up alone. There is not one person in the entire world that I’ve met that I’ve considered marrying. I CANT EVEN DATE. Or find a fucken boyfriend. I think I make up too many ideas of people. Of who I want them to be. Of how great I will be to them. But they are ideas

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[_timewellwasted]

i feel the exact same way. we can co habitate and adopt.

[illegible_messs]

we could start a small village for other people like us.

[in hope we may find decent boys at this village] haha

[dominiquemarie]

You sound exactly like me, at least before I began dating my current boyfriend. I used to do the exact same thing with guuys I was interested it - I'd make up ideas of who I would want them to be, spot flaws and believe I could change them, etc. It's very dangerous to do that, especially because it means compromising yourself and what you deserve and you shouldn't ever have to do that.

Prior to dating the guy I'm currently dating, I was also a lot like you in that I'd only really been physically attracted to guys and not really had a really great mental connection. I can tell you right now: do not settle for that. Someone will come along (most likely when you least expect it and/or are about to make a major life change) and you will have the most amazing connection and suddenly you'll realise that this is what people talk about when they say they have a "real connection" with someone. I used to have no idea what that meant and I thought people who said that were talking themselves into it.

Hang in there, darling!

[illegible_messs]

thank you for that comment

it makes me feel a little bit better about my life