so this journal is pretty much non-existent but i figured i could bring it back to life. ive gained five pounds. well that was the last time i checked. gah. i planned on only eating off of a single candy cane all day but my mom made me eat breakfast before going to the doctor. i was really light-headed, dizzy, my heart was pounding etc etc and i ( Read more... )

it has definitely been a while and if i tell any one of you where i got my inspiration to write, you'd laugh at me so i will not.

hopefully everybody had a wonderful new years because i did. i spent it with luke and everybody can make fun of me for it but it was fantastic. my parents wouldn't allow me to go anywhere so after midnight, luke (and ( Read more... )

i've gained four pounds, my parents are psycho and i've been in the bathroom all morning. how do you think i am?

( stolen from erikaaaa )

i can't stand the person that my parents think i am. they think i go out and party every weekend. they think i blow too much money. they think i constantly lie to them. they think i'm unreasonable. they think i'm not capable of making my own decisions. and it pisses me off because even these people who i call my friends think these things too ( Read more... )

so today at work, our manager was sort of analyzing our handwritings and of course i wanted her to do mine. not so much analyzing but you're able to figure a lot out about a person's personality. so i write it and she looks at it for a little while  and after about three minutes she asked me to write it again. everybody else's handwriting she ( Read more... )

it will probably always make my day when a certain person sends me a message on myspace stating "you're absolutely gorgeous". although he did forget the "e" in absolutely but there is always time to make up for that. =)

so i'm still completely in like. i'm crossing my fingers harder and harder each day hoping it's a mutual thing because that's ( Read more... )

( i'm just begging for you to tell me how cool i am )

( retarded quiz. )

who deserves to be pushed off of a cliff? *raises hand*