this feeling is sickening

[illhearted]

im seeping slowly back into this state of silence. i dont want to talk to anyone. when i do open my mouth in those manditory moments of speech to my supervisor, or in assurance to family that i am in fact "okay", it literally feels like i havent opended it in ages. my lips have glued themselves together, dried and chapped so that when i speak they

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<i know you dont need my help/ but maybe you want it>

[razorinmyheart]

GOOD LORD!!! you...uuuhhh, yeah...if i felt that way....uh, i wouldn't post it...but thats really good that your venting it all. you need something to distract you from thinking that way about life, like intelectial conversation, about cool stuff...like vampires, or books, or movies! you could do movie reviews....i've always wanted to do movie reviews, uh, right.
YOU SOUND SO GODDAMN DEPRESSED AND YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THAT THERE IS AN END TO THE HOLE YOU ARE DIGGING FOR YOURSELF! ....but only if you let there be an end...
If you knew me better, you would understand that i have to help people that are depressed, and it seems that the more depressed they are, the more i feel i have to make them realize they can fuckin KICK ITS ASS!
yeah, my novel to you...but i'm tired, fuck it all...ask me about what i've gone through, and why i am on a depression crusade, that is if you care...
yeah, words are free from me, so no know worries if you ignore me, its chill