And no I don't mean World of Warcraft. I mean the one person I thought would be the very last to abandon me, has. And I'm hurting. I'm hiding it well. But it hurts to know that this person you have/had this bond with (that was nigh unbreakable, or so I thought) has severed said bond. And I want to get angry...so angry, but I just can't because I ( Read more... )

When you try your best but don't succeed ( Read more... )

So that anger high that I have been on for the past 7 hours is finally disappearing, to be replaced with good old fashioned depression. Patrick and I are over. Part of me is relieved and part of me is so sad. I can't sleep right now so I figured the best thing to do would be to write about it and he'll probably get upset about it, but right now ( Read more... )

"Burnt ( Read more... )

the Romantic
Test finished! you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.

"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me

• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
• Respect me for my special gifts ( Read more... )

Going to try and do some therapy writing. Would help to have a therapist, something I plan on calling around about tomorrow. Seems like a good thing to do. Nearly everyone I know is either in therapy, or needs it. Notice nearly. I hope the journal helps. Writing usually does, typing just doesn't seem the same, granted I can type faster than I can ( Read more... )

I really want one. Playing around with Patrick's right now. It's great ( Read more... )

Stolen from Jimi...
You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.

Art
100%
English
100%
Dance
100%
Psychology
92%
Linguistics
83%
Theater
75%
Journalism
75%
Philosophy
67%
Sociology
58%
Engineering
50%
Mathematics
50%
Chemistry
50%
Biology
42%
Anthropology
42%
What is ( Read more... )

so... life as a whole right now stinks. I've had worse days, but as a whole this year so far blows. I'm not nearly as happy as I would like to be. I suppose it's my fault in at least some way. I'm not thrilled with my job but then again who is? I am really happy with my hair though. It's this awesome red color and it styles really nicely with a ( Read more... )

Love of mine ( Read more... )