Update for the 17th of September, 2004

[illinoya]

So.
I think I finally hit the buttom hard. Looks like Ilnami will never speak with me again. He was all rejective last night. SO I explained to him, that unless he started to talk with me again, and he should feel welcome to go and cool off for a week or two, I didn't wanna see/talk/whatever with him ever again.
Aaand, he didn't respond. So I guess

Comments

[plaguedlove]

I hate time, make this stop.

We the people fight for our existence
We don't claim to be perfect but we're free
We dream our dreams alone with no resistance
Faded like the stars we wish to be

Y'know I didn't mean... what I just said
But my God woke up on the wrong side of His bed
And it just don't matter now

Little by little we gave you everything you ever dreamed of
As little by little the wheels of your life have slowly fallen off
Little by little you have to live it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why are you really here?

True perfection has to be imperfect
I know that that sounds foolish but it's true
The day has come and now you'll have to accept
The life inside your head we gave to you

[illinoya]

I still don't know why you post little poems as a comment. What do they mean?

[plaguedlove]

You have to read them. Over and Over. Then, and only then, do you see the meaning .Get on MSN.

[illinoya]

I won't. I don't have any more internet [refering to entery for the 18th of September, 2004. Read it]