chris thinks livejournal is stupid.but i dont care, im writing in it anyway...not because i want people to read about my life, just because i feel like writing about it and reading back on it later.and its a way of releasing i guess. whatever.hes "anti world" anyway ( Read more... )

fine soo no one read the last entry cause it was soo long....o well, its cause i only update rarely..umm either way im not gonna cause my computers broke.
have a nice day.:)

alright, so i feel like updating ( Read more... )

this enrty is from the sam bacon, samantha rae, sam, nikki, and lil...


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uhhh....i was ready to update and type out this whole big thing....and then i decided to eat a peach.
<3
sorry.

wow.so i graduated and it was soo weird.i guess people build it up to be more than it actually is in a way, and then if you think about it, its really not built up because you really arent going to be seeing any of these people anymore.hence:surreal.im still in shock that i graduated without summer school.woot go me.and major props to chris for ( Read more... )

i wish i had my new hsfh cd right now.but im dumb and i left it in the back of mills car.yay for smart people.acoustic foo fighters covering stairway to heaven is making me ridiculously happy right now.i need to stop going to bed soo late, but i really cant help it ( Read more... )

yea today was crazy and it scared me.started out shitty as hell.woke up talked to chris we were both in the shittiest moods ever.got more shit freom my parents and it drove me into a nervous breakdown.i took it out on chris and added to his shitty day.i felt bad.then i felt like complete shit and lauren and joanne came and saved me.then the ( Read more... )

i feel like shit.yea so chris just called and woke me up and i could tell he was in a shitty mood.im suppossed to call gasparri at 12....eh ten minutes.so yea i told him i love him...and im kinda mad at myself.not because i dont....cause i really really do.just i didnt want to because i was afraid to get hurt again, not that words are gonna change ( Read more... )

i feel really unappreciated and i dont know why.weird.i dont even think its for any real reason. or maybe it is and i just dont want to admit to it...hmmmm.im lost, maybe its both.woo i want a cigarette right now.thats bad.tripping of the face tomorrow?hopefully.i still havent talked to my mom yet.oh man i called my dad today and he totally bitched ( Read more... )