Being in PA just drives me to want to fight ten times harder. Pissing me off just makes me fight back even harder for my cause.

It's odd that this was the motivation that I needed.

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STOP USING THE WORD NIGGER!
I am fucking sick of hearing people use that word. I am sick of you using it in ANY shape or form ( Read more... )

I guess what we all really want is for something good to come in the mail for once.

I think I am destined to remain alone. If I make someone happy it doesn't last long or if I like someone they don't like me back enough to want to be with me.

It's sad when there are people that know you so well and they tell you that they don't ever see you settling down with someone.

I am temporary.

I am pretty much living in this one pair of jeans. I'm never washing them. Ever. And I am wearing them everyday ( Read more... )

I am in PA! I arrived on August 1st. I will be here all month and so far I have been having a blast. It's great when you find out how much people have missed you.

I have been hanging out with Bonnie and Shaun.

I hope to hang out with Bonnie a LOT more. I have missed her entirely WAY TOO MUCH!! <333333 ( Read more... )

Why do I put my heart into things right away? Right now I am too confused. I am just going to jog the thoughts away. Everynight in PA I will jog. I will jog until my legs hurt and I can no longer breath. And I will lift weights until my arms can no longer take it.

I want to forget these thoughts. I want to disappear.

for now.

"Put on ( Read more... )

You make me so mad/hurt. You KNOW I am not an asshole. YOU know I am a good person. YOU know I am honest. But now, since you're hurt, you are going to play it off like I am some horrible person. Like I never mattered. Like I am every other girl. Fine, whatever you need to do to make yourself feel better.

but it still hurts and i can see right ( Read more... )

nick baxter.........

you're my hero.

http://www.transcendtattoo.com

STOP FALLING ASLEEP ON ME!!!!


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