Well this is a crock o' shit man!!!!

[illoeanta]

I wonder if anybody knows what it feels like to actually hurt? Well let me all let you know how it might feel. It all started at the beginning of this year alright. I said goodbye to such an easy way of life. I said goodbye to my love, rather she said goodbye to me, I'd no fuckin' choice in the matter. I move away from the very few people who care

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I'm sorry.

[anonymous]

First of all, so you don't get angry this time, this is Evelyn. I'm really sorry for what happened between Mike and myself but it doesn't mean I don't love him, I do and always will. However, I don't see why you get to be all angry about it. I know you care about him but in case you haven't noticed so do I. If I didn't I wouldn't have been his friend for well over six years. I'm still his friend just so you know. Also, you don't know what transpired to change things between us and I hope you never do, but if you did you might find I am not the only person to blame for the end of our relationship. It truly does take two to tango, and it's not exactly like I've run off and left him because I eloped with another man- no eloping occured- and even at this point in time, if it was going to occur, it would still occur with Mike. I'm just hurt that's all, but wounds heal. Give it time please, and try your best not to hate and/or kill me in the meantime. ~Evelyn

dont be mad...

[djcrush19]

Ryan,

i just want to let you know that evelyn isn't the bad guy. please don't be mad at her. all i ask right now is that you be mad at everybody else. just don't be mad with evelyn. i still love her with all my heart. Evelyn and you are the only two people that have tight hold on my heart. nothing will ever change that. the love i have for evelyn goes deeper than any ocean, and your my brother, nobody can take the love i have for my brother.

i know everything will be alright with me and evelyn,because i know there is still hope. thats the one thing that i've been able to hold on too for so long is hope.

i got your birthday package, thanks i loved it. i couldn't help but laugh when i saw the twinky, the gum i love the gum. thanks for the cds. i am feeling much better. well talks to ya later gonna go listen to my new cds.

love always, mike