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Summer in the City
"And you're so long gone from this City
I start to miss you, baby, sometimes..."
When I want to scream and yell I have to do it silently. Right here...
I am such a dummy. That's all. I am a big stupid dumb dummy. Can getting over someone just be simple? Easy? Clean? No. Just went I start think I'm doing just fine, then something happens ( Read more... ) -
Starting Now, I'm Starting Over
It's been a pretty crazy past couple of weeks. I found out some things I wish I never found out. It's weird. How you know someone so well, and you spend (waste) a huge chunk of your life with them and then one thing can happen and change it all. I have been floored. And then awakened. I feel like I have made a huge realization about my life and ( Read more... ) -
If You Love Something Give It Away...
If You walk away, I'll walk away..
I knew.
I don't know how I knew. But I knew.
It was there.
In the pit of my stomach.
But his words were so convincing... That's why I didn't give it a second thought.
But I knew.
So when I found out it shouldn't have been such a slap in the face.
It was though. It still stings.
He came over Wednesday. He came ( Read more... ) -
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4/28/09 ( Read more... ) -
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by
It's hard to close the door on the past. It's hard to shut it out and turn and keep walking. It's hard to not look back. It's hard because the past is what you have journeyed through to get to who you are today. It's normal to want to keep that door open. Just in case what's ahead isn't what you expected... and that door back there all of the ( Read more... ) -
I've Always Been the Easy Kill...
Well you're just across the street... looks a mile to my feet.
I wanna go to you.
funny how I'm nervous still. I've always been the easy kill. I guess I always will...
Could it be that everything goes round by chance?
or only one way that it was always meant to be
you kill me.
You always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do...
but I ( Read more... ) -
Suspension.
Things have been going kind of weird lately. I'm in this like odd transition mode. I almost feel like I am just drifting... or rather I feel like I am not moving at all... suspended. In space ( Read more... ) -
What a beautiful dream like a flash on a screen...
I spent the night on a mountain with a good friend. We could look out over the city of Tempe but yet we were unaffected by the city lights. We sat back and watched the night consume the city. Then woke... to a new day. What we saw, everyone else missed. Caught up in the rush hour traffic on the freeway below us. We saw the sun come up and kiss the ( Read more... ) -
Obscure Sound
Its been awhile since my last post. Well, I moved to my dads two weeks ago and he doesn't have internet. So I've been rediscovering life outside of the world wide web ( Read more... ) -
I am healing but it's taking so long
I wasn't going to give in this time ( Read more... )