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[illusion0284]

So whats going on right now at 4am.... um, i'm kinda sleepy....Alicia's house was a bunch of fun, i love all of my actors.... I've never spent so much on alcohol ever..... i bought nearly 50 bucks worth (not for me lol)... why can't I get what i want....i inched towards something I want and felt like i got totally rejected.... that really sucks

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[magicalmatt1]

I don't know what it is about this kind of thing (i think that i know what you were inching towards). I am having difficulty myself, and right now, i am lost. I have thought and thought about it, and the only conclusion that i can come up with is that theatre is the death of us all in that aspect. It is an awesome field, but it prevents our lives from moving on at a constant pace because we always have to stop everything when a play comes because we aren't ourselves. I hope this helps.

[jcrewtim]

something that sounds really cheesy that i've learned is that when you're searching for something, you never find it. but the moment you stop looking for it, it comes along. that's what happened with jamey and i, and it's the best relationship i've ever been in. ::Shrugs:: so maybe stop trying so much.

[magicalmatt1]

i have heard that too, but it is easier said than done. When a girl comes by, it is hard to sit back and wait for her to come to you. I'm not saying that it's bad advice tho, it is just hard to do that.