I'm not an alcoholic but something they and an old friend used to say rings true:

"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference"

So, this week marks the opening of La Boheme here at IU. Its quite a production and since I doubt that any of you are going to come to Bloomington to see it/me/etc, I decided that I would share the link for our streaming video feed so you can watch opera from the comfort of your own home. Just think, you can watch grand opera in your living room ( Read more... )

I just found a song from the past that explains me right now. I'll talk to all of you later. Schedule:Shower. Party. Sleep. Clean/Laundry. Work.

Leave some love.

Why do I let her hurt me again and again? Why am I so infatuated with the idea of friendship with her after all that we've been through. I don't understand a lot of things especially how I still get this strange euphoric feeling after talking with her even if we are fighting. Why the hell is that ( Read more... )

I haven't been blogging much recently, maybe I'm just overworked, maybe I don't feel interesting, maybe the blogging isn't as neccessary asnymore. This journal started out as a place to express myself when Lisa and I broke up four years ago. It was born of a feeling of uncertainty and pain. Through it, glimpses of my life are evident. But that' ( Read more... )

This past month has been the most painful and confusing month of my life. I moved to Bloomington for my internship at Indiana University's Jacobs School of Music Opera and Ballet Department. That day Keri and I had our final fight as it seems to be the straw that broke the camels back. She ended up breaking up with me soon after. I should have ( Read more... )

i'm scared

I suck at blogging........ I am an official WSU graduate finally. I haven't recieved the official paper/diploma yet but I finished everything and did it in only 5 years. Thats impressive especially since I fucked around and made a shitload of mistakes. Its starting to feel weird though, I don't feel like I took enough pictures, went out with ( Read more... )

I looked back and realized that I haven't "blogged" since Christmas... well thats a long time, even if no one reads the damn things. So, whats up? Um, I still despise my job... and still am unsure of what my future holds. I know what I want it to hold, but am I just being dreaming and fanciful or am i actaully practical. Recently, I've applied ( Read more... )

So in about 2 hours, it will be Christmas of 2006. It seems to have come faster this year, maybe it has something to do with the lack of snow. (God, if your up there reading this- thats a hint!- I would like some snow- Thanks in advance) Its that time of year when I (maybe you do too blog reader) often reflect back on the year and elaborate plans ( Read more... )