were you sure of what you said?

every time that question is read, it instills a fearful uncertainty in me that no one will ever know aboutmy lips are sealed with this. this pain this uncertainty this self-loathing these thoughts this will be tough ( Read more... )

Happy New Year, friends and lovers ::hugs and kisses ( Read more... )

The year 2005 comes to an end. I've tried to remember what has happened during the past 365 days. I can only recall the end of the toughest semester I've gone through; mentally and emotionally. I can't think....no. Now I remember. Spring 05 was nice. It was very nice. I remember the summer...shaky time. Crazy electrical storm. Heh, it was awesome. ( Read more... )

...I could.

We're just ordinary people.
We don't know which way to go.

Yea, this is were it hits the ground.

to write so beautifully ( Read more... )

life

is funny.
sucks.
is amazing.
, wouldnt trade it for the world.
is love.

...is life.

That's it. I fucking swear. I've always thought I was a nice person, at times too nice of a person. But now, it is evident, that I truly am fucked up ( Read more... )

i've done it again ( Read more... )

yesterdays 311 show was amazing. i went down to RU with kyle and robyn, picked up pam, then headed over to starland. (we got lost getting there from RU, r0x0r r0x0r) hehe, we waited in line for what seemed for hours due to standing in humidity. finally, we got in ( Read more... )

i've lost touch with a lot of people. its crazy. one of the summers where i thought i'd chill with people a lot more, i chilled a lot less. sucks ass sometimes. but egh, what can you do? the time is gone, make the most of what you can now ( Read more... )