soooo i havnt written in this thing forever. ill warn you beforehand i am drunk as a skunk while i write this . and full to bursting with the most delicious pita ever. so yea, its been a horrible semester soo far. i mean, only my own fault for ruining everything as usual. or maybe just for guys being retarted. but yea, i guess last entry i was ( Read more... )

So, after a dissapointing weekend, things are looking up. Got the # of an adorable guy from my english class, have a "date" to the club for thursday, haha. I really am elated. I'm going to try to make this something. I really dont want to mess things up like i seem to do everytime. I havnt been this excited in a while. I hope i dont fall flat ( Read more... )

And like I really deserve a chance to,
Sit across the table,
And tell you that I think you're wonderful.
And I think you're something special.
I guess this is my only chance to,
Say I wish I knew you,
Because I'm sure you're wonderful,
If I'd get to know you.

So this weekend....interesting. where to start? Friday I played beer pong with Banks and Los and some other kids, my roomate too, in one of the dorms. Great fun, they have this kick ass table set up permanently over one of the beds. A guy I have had a crush on forever was there (o man crush sounds so second grade doesnt it?). He turned out to ( Read more... )

Okay so its thursday. I feel so good right now for once. I worked out for over an hour and took an amazing shower. Now I'm lying in bed and I feel content as hell. I love the way I feel after running and cycling! Yesteday I was in a pretty crappy mood, I felt kind of ditched by the entire male population in general. Went out to eat with some ( Read more... )

basically i ruin shit. that is all

I'm so ready to meet that someone....no more of this crap please.

I hadnt checked out this site in forever, but look at this , im on the hottest girls at ecu list! check out
http://www.partyeastcarolina.com/default.aspx. im in the top left

ohh finally finished Battle of Corrin. It all comes together now! i <3 Dune

hmm. feeling down. feeling cruddy about myself. it was nice that i worked out today and last night. made me feel alittle better. blah ( Read more... )