another imperfection

[ilostmylight]

i dont know what it is, it just feels like no one wants to talk to me anymore. no one calls me, when i call someone they never want to talk or they have other people to talk to. and this place is feeling less and less like home everyday. i dont know what it is, some of the people i once looked at as freinds, i cant meet there gaze let alone talk to

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[blacksmith_ae]

your a very special case, you know that? you use your feelings in a very strange way. you always are trying to make people laugh, so that they can be happy because you dont want them to feel as bad as you do. you want people to see into your soul. they neglect you day after day leaving you constantly feeling lower than them. you are a troubled spirit who hides his pain behind jokes. and yet you always seem to always be trying to do the right thing, up until recently that is. i refuse to forgive you for what you did. one comment or not it was still unjust and unlike you. im probably the only person youll find that wont forgive you. you need to refind that path to rightiousness and stop letting your fate falter.

Blacksmith