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oh, life.

I have a knack for ruining relationships.

people always leave
people always leave
people always leave
people always leave
people always leave
but sometimes they come back.

I need to read something that makes my soul smile.

I think I am messing things up, but I don't know how. Constantly want to either cry or sleep. I don't know what's wrong. Yianni and I are barely talking, I don't know why. I have tried to talk to him a lot. He doesn't answer most times ( Read more... )

It is too easy to be sad when you are tired.

I have a really smart best friend

"Stop looking for the good in people, start looking for the good people."

Clocks tick a little slower
in moments I wish I could forget.
Like when  we locked eyes
Or missed a real goodbye.
The text message serenade of
Promises for next time,
Your last night in town.
It should have happened differently.
Since the leaves have fallen
I see nothing but ice in your eyes
And wait for your new hometown
Beaches and sun to melt

- My mom got in a car accident in the morning and is in the hospital ( Read more... )

Today was the first I've been able to get out of bed in 3 days. Sometimes I think my immune system is on permanent leave. I am scared to go back to school because I am incredibly behind and haven't done some assignments that I should have done before I got sick. New Years resolution #1: stay on top of schoolwork.

I have been in the worst worst mood the past few days.
Today, I discovered that I am 3 days late for my transcript request deadline for UMass (my first choice school)
Lovely. I guess there is always spring semester?
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