Just when i get enough strength to move on,
There you are.
Just when i start thinking of him,
There you are.
Just when i almost forgot those scars on my heart,
There you are.
And when i cried those tears over you,
Where were you?
It's like you know when you're about to lose me, & you just can't let go.

Another thing with Anthony, when he was talking to me on the train, I felt like he couldn't look at me properly. Like how when someone likes someone you can't look at them in the eyes because you're all embarrassed. Thats what he loooked like. Highly unlikely though, considering all the shit that went down 2 years ago, & the mass number of fights ( Read more... )

We'll roll on with our heads held high ( Read more... )

Lats night was formal. It was pretty cool. Everyone was so beautiful. & Even I felt beautiful ( Read more... )

I bumped into Anthony today. It was good ( Read more... )

Training was so good. Everything is so easy & I'm really good already ( Read more... )

Yesterday Sam, Crystal & I caught up with Betheny. It was good seeing her again. We went to Primos & I got a bowl of chips ( Read more... )

Just had induction at my new work.
A Hot guy named Ross. He is 18 & looks a bit like Damon.
We locked eyes :P
& 2 Punky looking boys...(mmmm) both in bands!!

Its gonna be great I can tell...

YAY I got a new job!!!

I'll be working at Reading Cinemas! boo yah!

I'm not gonna be poor anymore!!

fucking hell

everytime I think something is going good. It turns around and punches me in the face.

The bank wont approve my mum for a loan to do my AD next year.

Sooo...what the fuck am I going to do?

I reaally want to do this. I can't believe that I might not be able to.

I am so sad.