I'm dying for a place in your heart.

I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.

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Will ( Read more... )

So yeah. Last night Sam rang Kieran to see of he was coming to my party tonight. He said no because he was going to his friends place up in the hills to go crazy on pills and shit. He fucking promised me a few months ago that he would be there. Ok, so I messaged him a bit too late perhaps, yesterday. But even though, Sam asked him to just drop in ( Read more... )

What the Fuck?
What the FUCK?
It's my fucking birthday party
and you can't even make a
fucking appearance?
You're one of my best friends Kieran
you mean the world to me.
You really know how to push people away don't you?
Can't you just reschedule?

you promised me.
and now you're choosing to go take drugs over coming to ( Read more... )

You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can't just be your buddy, because as much as I enjoy the concept of being 'just friends' -- in reality it's a bizarre form of torture and I'm just not willing to participate in it. So right now what I wanna do is just move on and get over ( Read more... )

Call me whenever, and I will come running,
I'm ready and waiting forever for you.
I'll give you my whole heart to hold as your keepsake,
If you should ever need proof...

Remembering the times that we spent together,
I know how good it feels to be in your arms.
I'm always so happy and filled up with laughter.
Whenever im with you i feel safe and ( Read more... )

I am so confused right now. AGAIN ( Read more... )

Why is the pain hurting me so bad?
I thought I was over you?
Trust me, I tried to be strong
but I guess I wasn't strong enough.
I'll try to go on without you
but
no promises okay ..... no promises

I still love you.

Today I had to run a business for small business studies. We did milkshakes and smoothies.
This HOT P.E teacher at school bought a vanilla milkshake. How much of a flirt did he wanna be? He's only 20 something so don't call me an oldie lover or something. He said it 'wasn't bad' and that he'd buy another one next time. Sweet ( Read more... )

Choke - Cauterize There’s nothing that I can say ( Read more... )

My mother is fucking me off to the max right now. She has a fucking sook all because I need to borrow the car tomorrow to do something for school ( Read more... )