i havent written in this thing in a long ass time. well im finally getting around to it. school starts in 3 days, and i really dont wanna go back. the summer has been great! i dont want it to end. i guess i just hope that i get all my classes i picked and i have that one class with david cuz that would be pretty cool. i slept from like 1:30pm to 5 ( Read more... )

Kristens party on the 4th was going great. But to many fuckin people started showing up who no one even knew. Thats when things got ugly. We were telling all oo id say 50 people out front to leave. But no that didnt work then people started fighting soon enough the cops were there. Man one was being a total asshole. Like Artimus said "and you ( Read more... )

Man last night was sick. Davids birthday party was great. Everyone was there just haveing a good ol time. I dont think there was more than a few sober people there. Tonight my moms staying at a hotel in miami so hopefully we'll have some more fun and everyone knows what sunday is. 4th should be cool party at Kristins. HELL YA!

ok yeah guys agian are weird. I dont think i will ever really get them. i mean i really like this guy and he wants to chill often and we have fun together i think anyways i dont know what the deal is. We go to the movies NOTHING we were at my house the day before NOTHING! Im done calling him and making sure things are perfect. i say fuck it im ( Read more... )

ok im really bored right now. Being grounded sucks major ass. I havent writen in this thing in forever so now is as good as any time to update it. Summer is ok i guess, im really glad the whole kevin drama is over. Things in the boy department are ok i guess no boyfriend. CHECK! lol. I am happy about that i mean guys yeah they're cool and all ( Read more... )

Ok yeah i really dont know what to do here i mean me and kevin are on a "break" i guess you could call it. I just dont want him to think he did anything wrong cuz he didn't. That kid has like never really pissed me off ever. He's a total sweetie. He's treated me better than anyother b/f i've ever had. AND no i did not do this for ANY other guys ( Read more... )

today was goin fine than he came and said hi and what not. that was noo big deal. BUT after school he came over my friends house where i was. Talk talk laughing happened. Seeing him being arould him was all FUN. He asked how my b/f and i were i dont know if that means he is intereted. maybe. Well than he was in the car with me on my way home ( Read more... )

Well its been a long time since i've written in this thing. Things are doing pretty good i supose. School is almost over THANK GOD! Summer hopefully will kick ass. Nothing to exciting has really happened. One thing though. No matter how many times i tell myself that he's never gonna figure out the way i feel i still have a little hope that ( Read more... )

When i saw him today i was like WoW. It was a different feeling. I was reminded of one of the reasons why i ever dated him in the first place. I had forgotten. Also when he looked at me i hate to say it but i got a lil warm feelin.

Life right now is pretty damn good surprising to say. I am with an amazingly awesome guy and we're crazy about each other. He's the sweetest guy ever! I am constantly blushing because of him.:) He treats me so good and he's so not like all the other guys. It kinda scares me cuz he seems to good to be true. I hope this feeling never leaves. I ( Read more... )