my aunt is such a shitty driver. well she not that bad, but her driving is bad enough t make me though up. i threw up. when she drives it just makes me sick. she owns a vending machine thing and i have no desire to get shit from it. i haven't slept in in such a long time. it is that bad. it this keep up i'll be super thin due to the fact that i'll ( Read more... )

i tried calling dexter but he wasn't home. i thought i was going to cry when oliver deliverd the news.i call dex every other day so i don't use up my calling card and he knows i'm calling today. sigh. i didn't call on time cuz i got into an argument with bitchzilla a.k.a. my sister. she was like ,"no don't use the phoneline its long distance, it ( Read more... )

i bought the coheed and cambria live cd. hm i think i saw it isn't so graet. hm. my brother graduated today and it rained. it was the coldest this i ever been though. i mean it was so cold i could see my breath all day and my shoes got soaked and my teeth were chatering. i ate at olive garden after with y family and now i feel fat. i'm totaly boke ( Read more... )

i'm so bored right now. i've been walking all day and i still feel like i need to do something. my brothers finally going to graduate tomorrow. damn at god damned 9 in the a.m. after he graduates i can finally get dexters sweater. i miss dexter. fuck i'm so lame. i wanna go shopping but, my ma is being all like i don't want to get it for you. we ( Read more... )

i'm in japan. bad ass. i'm on my way to hawaii in a few hours. i'm going to go to the smoking area at the thing to tell you were the gate is. fuck i paid to use this shit. ok later i love you dexter. i'll call you when i get to washington. love you. i bought food the plane food sux. i ate it for yu dex like i promised and now i'm sick feeling and ( Read more... )

so isn't plain spelled like that. hm... i don't care. man i bought strike anywere matchs so i can smoke there and not need a lighter. argh alas i didn't buy cigs. i went to the gas station but nothing i wanted. sigh. i'll be gone by two pm tomorrow. ok what ever. i pent the day with dex. i always do that but today it was just us. it was semi-boring ( Read more... )

 all i do is drink coffee and smoke cigs. am i going to die? yes. that was dumb. i provided some pics of how i feel. argh. such a shity day. dexter got mad at me after i was doing something he asked me to do. i wanted to watch something but i was trying to be nice so i did it. i stopped cuz' i just didn't feel like entertaining his thought so i ( Read more... )

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P>last night was super fun. yesterday started shitty, but then it turned out cool. amanda had this room for her brother at p.i.c. and she only invited me last minute. yeah that morning i was talking to oski and i was all like amanda doesn't like me, because she didn't ask me to go. she asked when i talked to her online. that was after i talked to ( Read more... )

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