I'm absolutely dreading the holidays. This has become my most unfavorite time of year. I want it to be summer because there aren't major holidays.

Greg bailed on me for our movie.  I'm fucking done.  He's not worth it, and I certainly deserve better than this.  It just sucks.

I'm getting really worn down lately.  My job and everything is just killing my spirit.  My floor is so loud and annoying at night, and I can only do so much to stop it.  I cannot wait for this year to be over already.  I ( Read more... )

I've now realized that one of my biggest problems is I don't take any time for myself.  It's hard when you work and live in the same place.  It's like I'm never never working, and I always have to be ready to drop what I'm doing and deal with a situation.  You really have to be very giving and compromise everything if you're a good RA.  Now don't ( Read more... )

i have a boyfriend. his name is greg, and he's pretty amazing.

<3

i'm so sick of the stupid drama that surrounds me. 

I <3 my job and the people I work with =)))))

My favorite uncle on my dad's side of the family died suddenly yesterday.  My godmother/my dad's oldest sister went home yesterday, and she found my Uncle Ed slumped over in his chair and his paper was on the floor.  My Aunt Denise called me twice and texted me, but I didn't care to pay attention to my phone.  Then my dad called and told me that my ( Read more... )

Yea,so I don't know.  I'm excited for summer and all,but I kind of don't want this semester to be over.  I don't want to go to class, but I like where I live and I loveeeeeeee my residents.  I'm actually getting really sad because they're starting to leave.  I'm finally to the point where I have good relationships with them all and have gotten to ( Read more... )

I'm not sure anymore.  I have such issues waiting for things to happen, and I never have normal relationships.  I have very little patience.  It takes everything I have not to cuddle with him or hold his hand.  Ugh, I wish I knew what he was thinking.  Kevin told me that I may have to wear the pants in this relationship, but I don't want to do that ( Read more... )

i like being friends even after all the bullshit. =))