my internet has been out but finally it has been remedied. i... uh... i feel really spun out. scattered over the next week or so. finals. money. money. hoes. just kidding.

does anyone have a cool pic of me on their computer i think id like to change myne. it looks rather dumbifying

its ok ashl ... i don't know how to finish spelling your name but i hope its "ey" i can make up for all those friend you never have but wish you did ( Read more... )

weeeee!!!! swoosh.

ha! i got up late for my 8am test. 815am: "oh shit my alarm didnt go off!" thought i wouldnt be there in time or finish on time. but i did. its a beautiful day.

some days i feel like if i just call enough friends and tell them i love them then everything will be ok and i wont explode. and i would be able to exist outside of my head. maybe its just the caffiene causing all these irrattic thoughts and emotions but sometimes i don't know. i feel insane and like i need something to put me outside of myself ( Read more... )

so last night i had a dream that my dad and i were sitting at a table talking about something or something, and he told me that my friends weren't even civilized (or maybe that they shouldn't be considered civilians) so i got mad and threw a half eaten orange at his face. then he threw his orange at me and we got into a fight. later i woke up and ( Read more... )

ah rilo kiley. i made an incense burner out of bamboo and it works pretty well-- just a long tube with a ventilation hole at the bottom. and today is the first day of training at chilis. i am enjoying this break. things are calm but im a little tense about working. just need to relax and smile ( Read more... )

realized the sins of the media-go green

i am the most unproductive person on the planet.