so.  I got turned down again.  damnit.  2 nights in a row.  either this man needs to fucking make up his mind... or just do what he says he wants to do and stop spinning me in circles.  it's so frustrating. and I REFUSE to sit around waiting for his phone call... fucking refuse.  *sigh*  oh well ( Read more... )

my apartment is oh so lonely.

1. I have a secret
2. I woke up with half a pickle in my hand this morning.
3. I love Scotty the baby
4. I wanna see Jannah
5. I'm gonna go have a cigarette with my Uncle now. 

first class was a success.  AND he let us out early.  I've always loved Male teachers ( Read more... )

I passed.

*grins*

"I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give fate the fighting chance,
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance...
I hope you dance
I hope you dance..."

last chance.
PT test at 2 o'clock...
pass= Army pays for college
fail= don't go to college OR get a loan.

can you say pressure?

10 Tutor bingo with Kelsey and Shanna
9 Sleeping past 430AM
8 Little Miss Sunshine
7 Hanging out with my mom and Robin
6 the Pause in the rain... I saw the sun at one point
5 drinking with Jannah
4 peeing in down town palmer
3 Pat doesn't hate me
2 my new Elvis wall hang
1 Family dinner

okay... kinda weird. he's 36....

my mom, my sister Tara and my little brother Robin got into a car accident last night. a car hit them going 80. Everyone is okay for the most part. Tara's face took out the rear view mirror, and the firefighters had to use the jaws of life to get her out. the doctors were worried about my mother having internal bleeding... but after 5 hours at ( Read more... )