go on a bike ride
hopefully see my girls on their way back from Homer
try to be happy
ignore my cat
shower
read some of my book
write a chapter of my book
get to bed early

and that's pretty much it.

I can't wait to move in to the apartment...
I hate life right now... maybe it will help.

I was in a state on the east coast. staying with these 2 guys I didn't know. my truck was there... and I was trying to figure out how long it would take to drive to New York to visit Heidi. I remember one of the guys had a lap top that didn't have a key board... it was all touch screen, he was mapping out my way to New York. Then I remember ( Read more... )

and since when have I done what I SHOULD do...
and not what I WANT to do.

but...
maybe I should start.

I slept for 15 hours.

I guess I was tired.

Lara and I found an apartment FINALLY. we are both so excited!!! it's beautiful and awesome... and I'm just so excited to start my life in Anchorage ( Read more... )

to make a long story short...
a stupid guy hurt Robin. = NOT COOL.
I think my entire family was gonna go kick some ass...
even my Grandma was ready to get out the shot gun.

you just don't mess with members of the PI I guess.
at least Robin is okay.
that's what really matters.

Gareth is outside with a bunch of friends about to go camping ( Read more... )

to date or not to date... that is the question.
I risk everything, to do some of the things I do.
but when it comes to guys...
why can't I risk it?

he's a nice guy.

we danced
we sang
we drank
we talked
we peed outside
we laughed...

sound familar?

they really don't know who I am.
or they wouldn't say what they say
and they wouldn't want what they want.
they really don't know who I am.