I like it when someone says they will do something and then they don't do it.

I'm quitting contortion.

I'm not going to eat for the rest of my life.

I guess maybe I'm sad.

Ugh! this is me being completely unmotivated to go to school this morning. On the bright side it's short day? Afterwards I'm spending time with my lovely boyfriend? none of that's really making me want to move, though. yeah, guess I better go get ready.

Haha, I just realized that everyone has like nice structured entries, and everything's all in chronilogical order. Mine's just a mess of random thoughts. Wooo ( Read more... )

When most people can't fall asleep they might read a book or watch television...Not I. No, I learn to knit at 2 in the morning. Now that it's upon me I'm not really acting like I'm excited to go back to school. It's more of an "eh, whatever" instead of "HOLYFRIGGIN'COWIGETTOGOBACKTOSCHOOOOOOOOLZ!!!!!!" , but I mean come on I'm not really like that ( Read more... )

What the hell kind of punishment is suspension!?!? I've slept in, I feel great, I don't feel bad about a thing. Suspension is a friggin' picnic compared to the punishment I have planned for myself.

My throat is on fire...I told them I couldn't sleep with the air conditioner on ( Read more... )

Well, I figured I would make an update. Tomorrow at this time my SHS compadres y yo estaremos a la convencion de SHS. Today was really good. I missed basically all but the last like 20 mins. of 3rd. Mrs. Highland came and got me after lunch. We talked about a lot, and set goals for me. Some of my goals she set are 1) Getting rid of my unhealthy ( Read more... )

Blah, I eat wayyyy too much.

You win each and every single one of you win. I was angry when I was talking all of that making my journal private stuff, but you just have to keep pushing me. Give me a break guys I've already stopped all of my counseling and started SI up again. Anyways no going back this time fuck everyone. I am done. I am weak and give in. Who cares I give up ( Read more... )

Well, since Branden has helped me see that writing in MY journal about MY feelings when I don't have anyone I'm comfortable talking with is begging for attention...I don't force anyone to read my journal or ask them to they do it on their own. I'm making my journal private. I don't care anymore. I'm not going to go to the psychologist anymore and I ( Read more... )