Well tonight is my last night at home once again.  It's sort of bittersweet. I'm gonna miss it a lot as always but I also can't wait to get back to the freedom of college and good friends in the bad newz. This summer was crazy but so good. Here's to late nights, tanning, Cub Run Rec camp counselors<3, partying it up, chilling out, ice cream, late ( Read more... )

and it's because the past two weeks have been soooo amazing!! <3 Oh man... there's really too much that's happened to be specific but basically long days at work getting by with fabulous camp counselors, late nights with good friends, a few special boys, family, surviving a week home alone, and getting to know so many new people.  I enjoy having so ( Read more... )

I hate being left home alone for a week.

So my parents leave tomorrow to go to Pennsylvania for a week.  You are all welcome to take me out to dinner, come over and eat dinner with me, or come crash at my house... anything to keep me company really. lol.  It's gonna be a big house for the week!!

So basically I've been spending a lot of time with Candace this weekend (just like the old days in high school) and I pretty much love it.   It all started on Thursday night when we decided to make fried rice for dinner, which turned into making it for us for dinner, and also for both of us to bring in to people at work.  So therefore we ended up ( Read more... )

Yesterday one of the apartment buildings at CNU was struck  by lightning and caught on fire.  76 students were living in the apartments at the time.  There were no injuries but the residents lost nearly all of their personal belongings including clothes, school supplies, and personal care items.  If anyone is going to be in the Newport Newsish area ( Read more... )

This is the hardest decision I've *ever* had to make and I don't know what I'm going to do.  I need my best friend.  Why'd I have to mess everything up with him?

Part of me is the best I've ever been and part of me is not okay at all. It's really hard emotions to figure out.  The past two weeks have been a blast.. I have loved getting to know my friends from work and spending time with old friends from high school so much.  And I really can't say that I feel there's anything missing (except of course LizC ( Read more... )

Work is exhausting.  I think that getting up early, swimming in a disgusting pool, coming home exhausted, fighting with my parents and dealing with my dying dog, going out and staying out really late, then doing the same thing the next day.. is basically predisposing me to be in a bad mood.

No matter what comes up, I'm forcing myself to stay in ( Read more... )

Hundreds of questions I never asked, so many things we never experienced, too many harsh words, infinte numbers of mistakes.

and now i'm torn up inside.

How do I fix it?? How can I make up for everything?!

How did I get myself so far into this mess?