SOooo

[ilovenerds8]

im home now. Visited and slept over fgcu last night with lam and bekah. it was a blast! i love how, i can do that now. its like i have the best of both worlds! ^-^ =) being this age rocks. Im so happy to be home. I can't wait for things this break has to offer... I LOVE IT AT HOME!... can't wait to see erika and tivo it.... or go shopping or ... a

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[ilovenerds8]

lol, I love you bekah. Yeah he did make me smile. likes for days. And i reaaaaaaaally want it to not be too late. i text/talk to him a little everyday... i think about him tons. i feel like an idiot. He says there is much drama with him and the chick... blah blah... and the more i think about it... the more i reallize.. hes never gonna like me.... its too late... thanks for the concern though =) maybe in the near future things might change..? who knows.

[ilovenerds8]

i have been but, behind scenes... im just a mess when it comes to him. It drives me nuts in that happy way... but when i don't here from him... i feel foolish helpless.... a billion and ten insecurities... but beleive you me... im playing the role of the optimistic supportive person who talks to him or whatever i am.