... is proving a tad bit difficult. In MY opinion (keeping with the theme of the past few entries) we should moved voting to next week! I mean early voting and election day have landed on a very busy week for me. My chem test is on election day and I have classes all throughout the week during voting hours and my halloween party on friday... so it' ( Read more... )

1. i wish you'd stop saying how much you want to be here. its like u think here is some salvation. its not. it has just as many problems as where you are now... the only different is your on your own here ( Read more... )

=)I told him how I felt. Wow did it feel good to finally stand up for myself. I feel like I can be me now. I mean I was me before but I wasn't following my instincts. I felt like I was being a bad person. But now its all better. We all hung out for a bit tonight and it was normal. Im very happy with how things have turned out thus far.

i think its funny how you write about certain things OVER and OVER and OVER again. i feel you do it because its the one area of your life that bothers you the most... so writing about it, as if you know so much about it, makes you feel better. I remember the days when I used to think what you said was so true and valuable. Im proud to say, you no ( Read more... )

So my birthday was awesome. We just had food and good company =). everyone made my birthday so special, by wishing me a happy birthday! el and manda with there cards/cake/chocolate. lauren and the balloon. my parents and the cookie cake/balloons. jen and my shot glass/elephant notes/elephant birthday cake/ peace sign key holder. the girls (dani and ( Read more... )

yup thats me! my birthday starts in 3 hours and 20 minutes! ^-^ im excited to celebrate my very last teenage year. =) im keeping things simple this year, i hear through the grape vine a few ppl are making me cakes! and im gonna do a dinner at the apartment! im very excited for tommorows school schedule as well... im just loving sophomore year thus ( Read more... )

So i guess i just feel very blessed. I have a family who while imperfect, is filled with love, greatest group of friends, and i mean, true friends... the kind who you can just be yourself around...the kind who love you and laugh with you, are sad when your sad, and take ur pms bitchy rants when ur on the rag ;-). I have a crush on a boy... its ( Read more... )

last night was fun. This summers shaping up to be so much different than i had imagined. I still say i miss ucf with all my heart, but for now, im happy with where i am. in addition, i still maintain that boys suck, but im not giving up. I can't wait for the beach weekend! and murrielles pool party im very excited ( Read more... )

i think im making this more complicated than it is. Im not gonna push away, or hide under a rock, im just gonna take things ONE day at a time, no expectations.

he said, he liked me. =D and now im scared and unsure of what will happen, if anything happens, but its okay. b/c he said he liked me, and thats all that matters for now.

oh my gosh..oh my gosh =)