Everything's been relatively ridiculous. Not too long ago I decided to let go of the things that were holding me back. It took me awhile to realize that until I learned to truly forgive the people that hurt me, I'd never be completley content. Despite all efforts to mend broken bridges, nothing's perfect. I can however say that I gave it my best ( Read more... )

..and you don't even care. Say something, say anything.

Fuck you.

I give up on you.

My minds a mess, but I'm not all too bothered by it. I wish things could have been a little different, but for what? Apparently things were never supposed to work out. I'm just thankful for what little we still have left; our random friendship ( Read more... )

Things will never change with you. No matter how much I hope and wish that they would. Besides, it's a little too late now. I'd lost hope again. It's done. Wishful thinking? Gone. You can only hope for something so long until it all plays out how it's supposed to. I'm dissapointed that this is how it worked itself out ( Read more... )

eh lets just say, I've lost all hope. Good riddance.

Latley, this has really been bugging me out. It's strange, and only when I take time for myself that I realize, I've left so many things unsaid. There's so many things I want to clear up, maybe for my own sanity.. or for the sake of understanding yours. I feel guilty. I feel all wrong. I'm lying to myself, and I can't continue on that way. I ( Read more... )

This visit to the fort wasn't half as bad as I'd imagined. Hung out with some randoms though, I miss that. Had some great times camping at Koreshan state park, it was a teeny smaller than I'd thought I'd be. I still enjoyed myself. As always though, it's proven that the people that you'd hope you can rely on never work out. It's always the people ( Read more... )

The time passes slowly ( Read more... )

Your horoscope - Today, November 9, 2007 ( Read more... )