eh. i seriously am not having a good day. eh. i want to just go home. and sleep. sometimes i really hate myself. and that makes me so mad. i dont know hwy i have to feel like that. i feel like a selfish self centered bitch. and also really shallow. but i hate myself sometimes. i just want to crawl up in a hole and not deal with myself. i dont know ( Read more... )

like my new icon ( Read more... )

There once was a girl who couldnt cry. Her name was Danielle, but she only went by Dani. Not Danielle. Dani. Dani would sit on her bed everynight and would feel all the emotions from her day flowing through her, pulling at her veins and tugging at her senses. Her mind would scream out but her cheeks remained dry ( Read more... )

i went to nancys and i fell asleep, and alex didnt know i was asleep, amd i was next to her, and she was talking to me, and i was aparently responding and having a conversation wit her. i have no recolection of this. she said all of the sudden i just said, whoa i fell alseep. and i could swear on my life i was sleeping. i dont remember the

hello this is alex... on abbie..... i am just typing this to let you all know that me and abbie skipped through the house... while holding hands.. and singing church hymns ( Read more... )

here is a ginormous apology to alex and val.

wow im sorry i went off on you guys.

there is nothoing you guys could have done.

it was my dads fault.
hes an asshole.
and he makes me that way.

sorry again.

im home by the way everyone (well at my dads [grr])

ive been doing so much thinking latly. i saw a picture of myself today from last summer and it made me cry. i was thin, nobody had chopped off more than i wanted of my hair, and i was tan. more then that, i remember that day that the picture was taken. i remember being happy. i miss being so niave. i trusted my friends then. some of them deserv ed ( Read more... )

i think life thinks im a free prositute cause it keeps on screwing me without paying me back

ok so i havent updated in a long tme. on sunday, we had a conversation about what what we gave up for lent. my dad didnt give up anything, so he was like, i gave up tamales. i did really good! ok so i guess you had to be there. ok so then he was talking to erin, and i over heard him, and he goes ( Read more... )

ok so i havent updated in a long tme. on sunday, we had a conversation about what what we gave up for lent. my dad didnt give up anything, so he was like, i gave up tamales. i did really good! ok so i guess you had to be there. ok so then he was talking to erin, and i over heard him, and he goes ( Read more... )