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i bought a stone to put next to brian's grave. We (phillip and i) are going to write nice things on it for brian. I`m taking Phillip to visit the grave, but it's a suprise. Monday is the one year anniversary. October 4. I hope everything goes okay.I saw his grave for the first time today and i cried as if i`d known him. all i know is he made ( Read more... )

Phillip's mom sent me the most beautiful letter I have ever read. I wish she could be my second mother and i wish he still felt the way he described to me ( Read more... )

i`m off to a weekend retreat. And of course when i leave is when everyone is going out to party ( Read more... )

~!BAM!~\

I made it :) Nutcracker! and Gregory (the God) called me to tell me. He even left a message and apologized. I almost died. I hope he didn't think i was being a push over.

i cant wait til sunday.

*smiles and dies*

P.S. this new format for posting is pissing me off.

i never ever saw the northern lights ( Read more... )

i love music.

i love reggae.

i hate love.

i want to sell oranges by the freeway.

i want to take class from doug caldwell right now.


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i haven't written for awhile ( Read more... )

sometimes a wonderful song can stop my whole world and make everything seem right. But most of all, everything just feels okay.

.maybe we will all feel infinite someday.

.on second thought probably not.