To be honest, In my phone list, i dont have my parent's contact no. Not even one. well, i Dont even know how old my parents are. I know my mom's Birthday But my dad I am not sure if it is it.
i think through this hoilday, my emotions are getting higher and higer. My confidence is getting lower and lower. somehow, i am lost. I was watching tv ytd noon, a sad one and suddenly i cried. My tears kept flowing down. But it was good. I have no fucking idea why i was crying, couldnt figure it out. But I will get stronger.