I tear my heart open, and sew myself shut. My only weakness is that I care to much. My scars only remind me that the past is real. I tear my heart open just to feel... :-(...

either I've just become really bad at reading people... or people are getting better and better and hiding themselves... and I DON'T LIKE IT... it suck... because people can read me with no problem... well... not many people but there are a few... (that care ( Read more... )

PH is my new nickname... hehehehehehehehehe!! Bob is so funnie!!! I love him!!! But I kinda sorta miss St. Luke... but... *shrugs*... I kinda just felt like another face in the crowed there... but... at Good Sam... its cool... :-)... I like it... I think I'll go to church at St. Luke... and bible study and Wednesday's at Good Sam!!! hehe!! yay!! ( Read more... )

:-/?!!?!? people suck... I think I might want to go with Lynda this weekend...?! It sounds like fun... lol... but I'm gonna miss people here... :-/... well... just one person really... I guess?!... *sigh*

I did the ring thing today.... No one knows what that means.... Someone did notice I was doing it thought.... they just don't know why.... oh well.... "Life's a bitch... fuck it" right?!... not so much... but... maybe?!

I GOT MY CHUCKS TODAY!!!! YAY!

...and... no one reads this thing anywho... :-p...

Anyone want to teach Kaylin to play my geetar?!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! I want to be a pretty rock girl... (just with out the pretty... teehee)

Ok... so... I didn't think I could cry in public... other than at my moms funural... but... I was alone... and then they came in... so it wasn't my fault... I don't want people to know I'm weak... to know I'm sad... to know that I cry... sure... I talk a lot and all... but... words don't mean everything... If I would have just been in there... and ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in a while....

lol

byez... :-p

OH ME GOSH!!! THIS CLASS IS BORING... and yet I like it because today we have a sub... and he was playing at one of the empty computers, (the one Amanda Foster(I miss her!!)sits at)... and he wasn't paying attention... :-p... so I was checking this thinggie out... and leaving comments on peoples things... and yeah... stuff stuff... boring stuff ( Read more... )