I've been feeling really bad...

[ilovesluggy]

For the past few months, every time I get extremely mad at something or get anxious, I squeeze parts of my skin on random places on my body very very hard, enough so that at least a bruise forms, occasionally very purplish. Recently, due to me feeling like I'm not even a part of the world I live in, and that I cannot maintain a very realistic

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[operaman]

If you're Emo then I'm the fucking king of Stormwind. Emo? Do you whine about this? No, you don't. This is the first I've ever heard of this. Frankly, you should have posted this earlier. These "emo" people you hate so fervently are so unlike you that I fail to even understand why you would make this comparison.

If you don't like how your relationships are going then you need to make more of an active effort to change. That's the simplest answer I can give you. If you are so mad you want to hurt yourself then GTFO. Go somewhere else, anywhere else.

[autumnseve]

Don't be hurting yourself in any way, shape, or form. On top of that, just because you're so upset to the point of self-destructive acts, don't let the term "emo" apply or get to you. People are assholes these days. They hear about someone going through a form of depression or being so upset they wanna or actually hurt themselves, and just call them emo and laugh about it

[whymsie]

Andy, You arent Emo.
And I really like hanging around you, but by golly - quit nail clipping your arm. QUIT IT!
It doesnt feel good, Its not helping, its a from of serious self mutilation.
Just talk to people you trust about it.
I'm sure they would be more than happy to listen to you and help you in any way they can.
You are an awesome kid. You are the only person who can change your relationships, its up to you mister.