feel like poo :(

[ilovesniff]

I can't believe it. Saturday, I purposed in my head to make myself not like Sam. Just so that I wouldn't end up getting hurt and such and crap. So I got over him. Wasn't that hard. pretty glad I stopped myself at the beginning before I fell completely in love. Ok. And as soon as I did that, I started liking Zach again. And I was like crap. Dang

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[crackerg001]

hey I care about you a lot......but my situation is rather complicated as you know....actually its sort of similar, it just involves a girl instead of a guy. you know what im talking about, but like I know exactly what you're going through melissa......except the pmsing....phew I love being a guy. but hey if it makes you feel any better, I would date you if you were a guy ;) haha. life would be so much easier if we could all be in love, and the people we like actually like us back, but remember God is chuckling remember? hey this will get better; you will find a guy and I will find a girl and we will be happy :)

[strobelitefreak]

well, in my opinion, ur much better than jessica so i think Zach's going down to his own level. u deserve better than him anyways. don't worry babe, u'll find someone. but until then, just remember love sux! oh, and remember that if u were gay i would so date u! well... turn gay THEN date u, lol. that would make things easier. screw guys! haha.. riight. anywho, i agree PMS does suck. i think guys should have to deal w/ that at least once! haha, i just started to think about the how-to video!!
anyways, i guess what i'm trying to say is, don't stress over love cuz the moment u fully get over it and give up on it, someone will come along who'll have everything u want and need!
and if not, at least u'll be over love?

...well, that was my sad attempt to cheer u up.... hope it helped at least a lil bit! cya tomorrow babe!

-Mel

wow

[leavemeal0ne]

Hey, wow guys, all this trash talk behind my back is nice, and well frankly, i dont enjoy it. If it makes you all feel better, please be my guest, besides, wouldnt insulting me be "stooping" down to a low level too? Thnx...

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[ilovesniff]

I'm not going to delete a part of me. Every one of my journal entries is a part of me, and tells me and everyone else how I feel. I never meant for it to hurt anyone, and I can't control how I feel, so please get off my case about it. Please talk to me tomorrow :(

yeah..

[strobelitefreak]

i'd just like to say that a) all i was trying to do was cheer melissa up, which i clearly stated in the note
and
b) i hate basically all guys right now so i probably was a lil harsh, and i'll be the first to admit that, but i'm still allowed to have my own opinion.
yeah...
that's it