Soooo... Here I am, back to my retreat of LJ. I was looking back through my old entries and realized that I tend to write in here only when I'm upset, or feeling particularly crazy
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I had a revelation similar to yours a few weeks ago. Change is hard, especially when you feel as if you are going crazy. It's hard when the only reason you drag yourself out of bed is your kid. Then again, that's a reminder of why you are lucky to have that kid. Sometimes I think that God planned our kids to keep us sane. It sucks that we both missed out on the "normal life" of 18-2??. But on the same...I think I would have killed myself or gotten into a situation that killed me before I made it this far. Likewise I think Evan grounded you a lot and forced you (as Ren did me) to grow up. Maybe it's a good thing...Maybe this was just the path we both needed? Either way. I think a therapist is a good thing for you. I myself am looking for one. You know how I feel about medication. I have always thought that a person was measured on their ability to handle their craziness without aid. However to each their own. I live in town now. We should really start hanging out more. I do miss you. And I can always find a hole in my schedule if you
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